I barely think about if the year has been good to me, mainly because I have horrible memory. And if I was to rate how good/ bad this year has been, I’d probably say it’s been crap, ONLY because the last couple of months have been. But I’m pretty sure I had a pretty good first half of 2011, or well, I like to believe so. Anyways, yeah.. crap. Which brings me to another thing, I’ve never made new year resolutions, mainly because I already know I’m not gonna follow through with them for a year. Like, “do my best in school” or “go to the gym daily” pffft sikeee! Ok, the point is.. I’m not gonna wait till the end of the month to bring about the change I want in my life. And I’m not gonna expect myself to not stumble backwards a bit from time to time.

For Christmas, all I really want is a shitload of pillows and a really, really nice throw blanket. When I come home at the end of my day, I wanna be able to jump onto my bed, into complete comfort. Except for a car.. and a job. Like how the hell is it the holiday season, yet I haven’t even received any call backs? I mean, damn, I got a job in freakin Japan within 2 weeks of being there. Yeah, that’s it.